_____s[-]ynEss

Wednesday, April 06, 2005
4:30 PM

I'm so fucked up today. FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP. ARGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

I'm so fucked up with this pathetic life of mine. I want to do die. I want to end this meaningless struggle that is called life. I want to slit my wrist, till all my blood drains out. I want to shoot my god damn brains out, if I have any at all. Someone give me a gun. It's a quick, painless end to my suffering. PATHETIC MEANINGLESS FUCKING LIFE.

I'm always so alone. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME. NOT EVEN MYSELF. NO ONE BOTHERS. DAMN IT. Life's a meaningless, pathetic piece of fucking shit. I'm so tired of it. WHY DO I HAVE TO BE ALONE?! WHY DOESN'T ANYONE UNDERSTAND ME?! WHY WHY WHY?! FUCKED UP WORLD. EVERUNE IS SELFISH AND THINKS ONLY OF THEMSELVES. NO ONE BOTHERS ABOUT OTHERS.